Funk

Thanks for the well wishes guys. I am feeling a bit better. Besides the cold, I've just been in a fucking rotten mood for the last week. My therapist irritated me last week. She, like alot of people have no fucking clue about the side effects of HIV meds and how they affect some people. We talked about Scooby and how he's not working and how it puts alot of pressure on me, being the only income, working full time (manual labor) plus 4 house cleaning jobs. She thinks that I should give him an ultimatum that he get a job or I won't take him to New Orleans anymore. She just don't get that the meds make him fucking sicker than a dog constantly throwing up in the mornings. The meds give him vertigo also and he can't ride in a car without getting close to barfing. I honestly don't know how he is going to handle the drive down to NOLA in a couple of weeks. I'm really considering stopping therapy, I don't see where its doing me any good.

Then I go to my dads and he starts showing me pics of my neices last visit. These are the ones that said they would NEVER except me as a homo and that I'm going to Hell. I looked at the pics uninterestedly thinking to myself I don't care to look at pics of these ignorant bitches. My sister was in one pic and I thought she is really looking old. I haven't seen or talked to her in almost a year. Surprisingly I did get a Christmas card from her the other day and decided to send one to her also, I always sign them "Love Mike and Scooby". Ha

Work has completely refused to add Scooby to my health insurance. Which gives me one more reason to hate my full time job. Fucking bigots....

I cut my hair and trimmed my beard the other day, hoping it would put me in a better mood. It kind of helped, feel a bit sexy again. In the beginning of the week I just wanted to stop my meds and let this disease take its course, but my sadomasochistic inner child refuses to let me. Ha

We've decided to leave Christmas day for New Orleans. Gonna stay with our friend the Crisco kid until that Friday when our timeshare week starts. Should be fun.

Sick

UGH! I've been battling a sinus infection for 3 weeks now and I believe its now turned into a full fledged cold. When I was at the Dr. last week I mentioned my sinus infection and all he had to say was, "Yeah you and everybody else". Nice.... So I'm a bucket of fucking snot and I feel like shit. Not sure if I'll be posting much this week.

Spineless creatures

It's the end of the year and time to renew our health coverage for 2007 at the learning institution that I work for. Enclosed in the email our director of healthcare noted that if we had any questions to email her.

So I did.....

Hi (name of healthcare director),
It has come to my attention that many of the BIG Universities in Michigan are now acknowledging same sex domestic partners and allowing them to be included in healthcare packages. I was wondering if we were doing this also, if so I'd like to add my partner of 9 yrs. to my health insurance.

Thank you, Mike (last name here)

First week.....no response
Second week......no reponse.... so I sent it again
This is the third week and I still haven't heard anything

I highly doubt that they do include same sex domestic partners considering this institution was founded on Christian morals and beliefs, but for God sake get a fucking backbone and just tell me no.

Update: Well I called and left a voice mail and got an email back Thursday confirming that NO the education establishment that I work for doesn't acknowledge domestic partners and they can not be included in our health insurance. At least I got it in writing or email, God forbid I have to file a wrongful death suit against them in the future.

I've been working like a dog at work. I spent last week scrubbing tile floors and now this week waxing them. Hope to update in the next day or two once things start slowing down a bit. Had a good Thanksgiving with the family. The weekend was chock full of sex starting with a 4- way on Saturday and a 3-way on Sunday. Details to follow.

Hope everyone had a great Holiday!

Happy Thanksgiving

Things I'm thankful for: Scooby, friends & family, our house, my job(s), and this four day weekend, cuz I've worked like a dog the last two days.

A secret: I love the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade

DudeTube

OMG! I'm obsessed with the webcam clips at DudeTube. Free gay porn, it doesn't get much better then that. Granted there isn't many hairy guys but beggars can't be choosers.

Congrats Berlin, Germany you were my 25,000 visitor! Sorry that you only visited for less then a second.

I guess I need to start experimenting with fisting more to get Germanys attention.

Weekend recap

I meant to post sooner but got preoccupied. My vertigo is subsiding a bit, still don't feel completely up to par but I'm going to ignore it like everything else. I got to go to the Dr. in the next few weeks anyway, I'll mention it then.

Anyway Friday went pretty smoothly with working all day. Had just enough time in between jobs to grab a bite to eat in McD's drive thru and head to the car wash to wash off all the accumulating bird shit. Friday night turned out interesting, called a our friend Thurston that I haven't seen in a while. Asked him if he had time for friends or was he too busy with his next victim/ fuck buddy. (I tried calling him last week but he was busy with someone in his sling in the basement.) He was free so Scooby and I headed over.

We planned to just visit but one thing lead to another.... An hour later the jazz and blues was playing over the stereo and I was strapped in the sling with Scooby and Thurton fucking me from both ends. Scooby was taking control of my ass while Thurston fed me his 9in. cock. Then Scooby and I flipped and we put him in the sling and Thurston and I took turns filling his hungry holes. We ended up fucking around till 4:30 in the fucking morning. Since it was getting early we headed home and Scooby then fucked me till 5am and then we crashed. I'm still recouperating from Friday night.

Saturday and Sunday was spent cleaning the computer room/office. I can finally see the top of my desk. We didn't do too much else. Other than Sunday I had my usual trip to the other side of town to play with furry poz guy. After we got done, I then headed to the other furry bear down the street to play with him. Then it was off to the fruit market for the weekly salad/veggie stuff and then home. I finally found whole cranberries to make the cranberry relish for Thanksgiving which I did up later that day. I got this recipe from one of the famous chicken places in a near by town. It is fantastic, so I thought I'd share:

Cranberry Relish

1 lb. Northern Spy Apples
1 lb. Dark Red Cranberries
2 cups sugar
2 peel-on Whole Navel Oranges

Freeze Cranberries solid. Wash and core apples-leaving the skin intact. In a food processor, add half of frozen cranberries and half apples and turn to chop speed so that pieces are a quarter inch square. Chop the entire pound of apples and cranberries and place in large mixing bowl and mix with sugar. Then chop the peel-on whole oranges to the same consistency and mix with apples/cranberries/sugar. Let stand one hour before serving/freezing for later use.

I like it better if its been frozen. Enjoy

Vertigo???

Yesterday Scooby and I was driving downtown to go out for lunch and I was stopped at a stoplight. I sat there watching the cars whizzing past in front of me and things started to get blurry and I started to get nauseous. I haven't felt well since, my heads been floating in a semi altered state. I don't feel all that bad, but I don't feel all that well either.
I've also been really tired and sleeping a lot this week. Tomorrow I start my new cleaning job which means I'll be working from noon till almost 3pm then I work my FT job from 3pm till 11pm. God just get me through tomorrow.

Jesus H Christ just let me fuckin VOTE

Ok I got up early this morning and headed to Wenona School wear the voting booth is....normally. The place was deserted. Wenona school is no longer there and neither are the voting booths. FUCK
So I head to my therapist appt. in Saginaw at 9am. Do that. Head to Midland to my Dads, clean his house and have lunch. I call Scooby and he recieved a new voter registration card with the new address on it. So I head back to Bay City and YES I found the new voting place at Pines Towers senior complex and voted.

So far Jennifer Granholm our current Democratic Governor is ahead. YEA! She's running against Dick DeVos the heir to AMWAY empire. I'm sorry but I don't think people who own chemical companies should be allowed to run for office. The are so not environmentally friendly. Another thing we need to have restrictions on one sign per canidate per property. There are people here that have like 50-100 fucking DeVos signs on their property. Its a fucking sickening eyesore. If this happens next election, I think I might report them for blight. "evil laugh"

The Brooklyn Chowder Surfer

Ben Sargent is my new crush.... He was on Martha this morning making chowder. Man I'd like to taste his.... Wish I could find a pic of him to post, want to know more click the title link to his site.

Not much new going on. Got Scooby's van running, the brakes fixed, ect. Then called the guy that was wanted to buy it. He drives 2 hours to get here and the fucking thing won't fucking start. Scooby just had it running 2 hours before. FUCK FUCK FUCK Someone out/up there hates us, I'm convinced.

Yesterday I was awake by 8:30am.
1. Got up and fed the cats
2. did two loads of laundry
3. washed the kitchen and dining room floor on my hands and knees (it was filthy from the party)
4. ran to the south side of town and played with my furry poz fuck/suck buddy
5. came home and raked up 5 bags of leaves
6. then went to work

Shit thats enought to make my head spin...

Jello shots are not my friend

OMG! Someone brought jello shots to our party and that was all she wrote for me... The actual party is very fuzzy, but I'm told that I turned into a pumpkin by midnight. Didn't have as many people but most came in costume and everyone had a great time. Unfortunately donations this time were meager so it looks like I'll be probably working some overtime in order to pay our liquor bill. We've got tons of food and alcohol left and all I want to do is quit drinking, but not until all the alcohol has been consumed out of the house. LOL

I came too around 3am just in time to help clean up. Went to bed and found a bearded sexy man naked and sleeping. Note: the guys that were suppose to come and spend the night from ManHunt/tease never showed. Surprise....not. Anyway back to the guy in our bed. Scooby came to bed also, the guy woke up all frisky so Scooby started fucking him and I commandeered his mouth. His mouth felt fantastic and my cock swelled to mass proportions in response. We fucked that guy silly and he loved every inch of man meat that we plowed his holes with. What a fun little bottom he was.

It also looks like I've got another house cleaning job starting next week. The extra cash will be nice. The guy is also gonna pay me to help him clean out and sort his basement. We finally had a day with out rain today so I badgered Scooby into finishing up his brakes on his van so we can sell it and sure enough while we were out there bleeding the brakes a couple of people stopping to check it out. I will be so fucking happy if we can get that van sold....

This week...

Spent the week finishing up getting ready for our party and cleaning up from last nights night of drunken dabuachery. The three of us got shit faced drunk last night and Scooby wiped out the bathroom upstairs breaking the glass containers we used to keep cotton balls and Q-tips in. We are all banged and bruised up. One of us fell off the front porch and creamed one of my small lilac bushes. You can still see the imprint of whoevers body in the iris's along the porch. None of us can remember who it was that fell off the porch, but we're all in sad shape so maybe we took turns. LOL

I also found a half eaten apple laying on the floor of the foyer.

A confession and the Halloween party

Ok I'm finally admitting it....I love Project Runway. And yes, I've watched all three seasons. I have to admit though that I was surprised that Jeffery won. His final stuff really didn't make me go wow. Laura's was her predictable High New York Glam. And Michael's was cool, but didn't wow me either. Actually it was Uli's that impressed me the most, she had finally gotten away from those Florida style prints. But anyway congrats Jeffery. I loved it when Uli told Laura, "You won, you made Jeffery cry".

I liked Laura other than she's a baby factory. 5 kids and a 6th on the way, I'm sorry but this irritates me. I grew up in a farming community that is quickly being eaten up by urban sprawl and it makes me sad. I really feel that if we continue populating like we have that in a couple more centuries the only country side our future will know is what they read in story books. Sorry if I offend anyone but thats how I feel. My own sister has 6 kids. Her one son married a woman with two little kids, he then knocked her up two more times and now they have 4 kids under the age of 5. Stop already....

Next subject,

Our Halloween party is next weekend and I still haven't decided what the fuck I'm going as. Its down to Nosferatu(vampire) or Pan (greek mythology).
I've done the vampire thing....alot, but not Nosferatu style. I find him to be the scariest looking vampire of all time, the original movie not the remake. I found a coat like his and bought some pointed ears today. The thing is I'm gonna have to practically shave my head and face. I say practically cuz I'm gonna try to just use the clippers with no setting on my head and #1 on my face. That should cut it down close enough I think. Its been forever since I've seen my face.

Pan is an old costume also. I made fur pants years ago and luckily I can still fit in them. The only thing is being shirtless, cuz its been down right chilly lately. Plus I really don't want to wear an itchy wig, which I'd have to do to hide my strap on horns.

So I think its gonna be Nosferatu, gonna have to take some before and after pics of my face once its naked.

It also looks like we're gonna have a poz sex party after the Halloween party. Got 2 poz guys coming from out of town for the party and their planning on staying the night and have peaked an interest at playing. Then there is the new furry fuck buddy guy from across town. I'm beginning to wonder how many guys we can fit in our bed.....Should be interesting.

Joke of the day

Larry and Bob wanted to go out drinking, but they only had $2.00 between them. Larry said, "Hang on, I have an idea." He went next door to the butcher's shop and spent the $2.00 on one large sausage. Bob said, "Are you crazy? Now we don't have any money left at all!" Larry replied, "Don't worry - just follow me."

They went into the pub where Larry immediately ordered two double shots of Jack Daniels. Bob said, "Now you've lost it! Do you know how much trouble we will be in? We haven't got any money to pay for this!" Larry replied, with a smile,"Don't worry, I have a plan. Cheers!" They downed their drinks. Larry said "OK! I'll stick the sausage through my zipper and you get on your knees and put it in your mouth."
Said and done, the barman noticed them, went berserk, and threw them out. They continued this, bar after bar, getting more and more drunk, all for free.

At the tenth bar, Bob said, "Larry - I don't think I can do this anymore. My mouth is sore! and my knees are killing me!" Larry said, "How do you think I feel? I lost the sausage at the third bar!"

Putting my foot down and other shit

Well after my last post I went home and told Scooby that he needed to start working on the house at least 25 hours a week or pay me 25 bucks a week to live there. That I'm not going to bust my ass while he sits around and plays on the computer. I also told him that if things didn't change that that we wouldn't last more than a few more years. He agreed.

Home Depot has started having him come in more recently also, which helps. Granted its only 4 hours a week, but three weeks in a row so far. The cute Italian guy that I've mentioned within the last week or so, spent Sunday working on Scoobys brakes on his van. He likes us alot and we've let him crash on our couch several nights, so for lunch and 20 bucks he did the brakes on the van. Hopefully we can sell the dam thing soon.

Also found out that Fiero's hold their value and are in demand on Ebay so we will probably try to sell online.

Its been raining alot lately, which is better than snow, but I wish we had a day or two of dry weather to get some outside shit done.

Had a great day yesterday spending time with my old friend "D" and her husband. We drove around so she could show him where she grew up and went to school. Then we headed to Frankenmuth to Bronners, which is the biggest Christmas store on the planet. I've been told that they supply Hollywood with all the props for most of the Christmas movies. Then we went to Zehnders for chicken dinners. They are a homestlye restraunt that serves you like it was thanksgiving. But man are they fucking expensive. Granted its all you can eat, but fucking 17.50 per person not including drinks. OUCH! Luckily we were able to take the left overs home with us, so I'll be eating chicken for a few days.

Back to work today. Yahoo!

Snoooooooow

We got our first snow today and its not even fucking Halloween yet. I'm so not ready for winter. I made the mistake and blinked and totally missed the fall colors. Been getting the house ready for our Halloween party on the 28th. Not much decorating left other than cobwebs. I want to get most everything done before Monday cuz my best girlfriend "D" and her new husband are coming for a visit from San Fransisco. They'll be in the state for her sisters wedding and will be driving up for the day to visit us.

I think my migrain has finally left about an hour or so ago. Today it had moved back to the side of my head near my ear. It wasn't a constant pain or throbbing. It was more like a sporatic stab in the brain with an ice pick type of pain. Anyway glad its gone, three days was enough.

Starting to get a little worried about our money situation. Don't have much left in the bank and when thats gone we're gonna be fucked. I guess I could find a part time job to add to my fulltime one and the three houses I clean. I stress this to Scooby but it goes in one ear and out the other. His solution is for me to remortgage the house again. Sometimes I feel that he would rather have me work myself to death than go out and get a job himself. We're trying to sell his van and fiero now that I bought the Aztek and am giving him my Grand Prix. Of course his van now broke down. Got it running but now it has no brakes so more charges to get that fixed.

Anyway thats how things are going here.

Brain pain, ManTease, and the Therapist

Don't feel much like blogging. Have had one of my migrains for the last couple of days. Yesterday it was located behing my ear and the top of my head was painful to the touch. Today it has relocated to my forehead.

Had two dates lined up today with a two guys from ManHunt, but they both stood me up. Beginning to think they should rename that site ManTease.

Had my first appointment with my therapist. It was good and I left feeling good dispite the migrain. Because of my love of New Orleans, Katrina sent me into a type of post tramatic stress. Also was told that I don't need to appoligize for the letter I wrote to my neices pointing out all their flaws and sins after they condemned me to hell for being a homo. I wanted to appoligize just to try and patch things up with the family, but if they can't deal then its their problem not mine. Also my eldest neice has alot of power or uses the bible to hold power over the family. Going back in a couple of weeks.

Well it looks like my popularity at Manhunt has run it course. It was a good week and a half. LOL Got hit up by this guy below that wanted me to travel half way across the state to blow him and his bf. They supposably go right past my city on the weekends going up north so I recommened that we meet at the local bookstore and this is the response I got back.

from: NMIKEYHL
Subject: Re: sucking u guys off
Date: Thu Oct 05, 2006 07:29 PM

we are not sick fucks like yourself thst do it in rest areas or bookstores,,
thats how u got aids

My response back: "Dude you hit me up first, so whatever. FYI I wasn't a slut until I became hiv so you can keep your half baked accusations to yourself."

The majority of guys I've run across at this site so far are flakes, game players, then theres guys like NMIKEYHL who are suffering from multiple personality disorders. I now remember why I left this site several years ago.

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The other day I was visiting one of my long time friends and we were chatting.

Friend: remember when we were young, dumb, and full of cum.
Me: Yeah (dreamily)
Friend: And now we're just dumb.
both of us: Hardy loud laughter.
Me:Thats so true(in between laughing fits)