Well I knew this would happen eventually. A friend of mine found my blog and I can't remember the exact wording of the IM but I remember him saying "ouch" at my explicit sex talk and that we've been friends for 19 years and that he feels that he's just getting to know me. I kinda remarked backed a "Yikes" and made the comment that I wasn't always a big ole slut, just since I became poz that it started hitting high gear. In fact I used to be somewhat conservative sexually... at least by day, but occasionally I'd go walking after midnight and sow my wild oats, but even then I was pretty vanilla. These days I've learned to "Never say never" cuz I'm starting to do things that I never thought I'd do back in my 20's and I'm slowly mutating into a pig.
As for what I'm writing I don't think I'll start censoring anything anytime soon. I mean who the fuck cares I surely don't. I was never a person with high aspirations, I remember my mom asking me one time when I was a teenager, "What do you want to do when you grow up" and without hesitation I replied, "I what to be a porn star". I thought it would shock her but she just laughed her head off instead and I think she might of said, "Good for you" even. Of course the porn star thing never happened and I'm turning 38 this week and I think I might be a little past my prime, will it happen, probably not... but like I said never say never.
3 comments:
Love your philosophy, all of it. And just for the record, when a guy gets to be in his middle thirties I think he's just beginning to become really interesting: some real life experience on his body but LOTS of good wear left, young enough to still have his vigor but old enough to have been around the block A LOT and to know just how it all goes. I'm getting hard just thinking about it.
I'll be your agent when you decide to do the porn star thing.
Thanks guys, your the best! :)
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