Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Time out

I think I'm going to take a break in blogging for a while. I spent this morning printing all my best of entries with plans to just delete this blog, but have just decided to take a bit of a break and unscramble my brain.

I've lost all hope and faith for this country. My favorite city could possibly be in ruins. And most of all I think I lost my sense of humor. My anger is turning into depression. I work constantly to try and make ends meet, and I'm tired. Everyone is spending their summer at pool parties, playing and traveling and I spend mine working like a dog.

I've spent the last week arguing and defending New Orleans to simple minded people and I'm emotionally exhausted. I'm at my happiest when I'm in New Orleans, so my game plan is to eventually sell everything, go off my HIV meds, move down there and have fun till I drop dead of AIDS.

7 comments:

drunk again said...

hang in there man. there are people who care about you. I know it can be hard, but hang in man.

thomas said...

Oh My God! Please reconsider.

Thom said...

Maybe blogging could be a way to deal with your anger and stress. I know that I'd miss you if you deleted your blog and stopped posting.

Will said...

I know it seems bleak now, but there will be a way out. Please don't do anything foolish or too hasty. We're out here, we value your writing and we care about who you are and how you are.

Amy said...

Please cheer up! It is always darkest just before the sun rises. I love your blog....and I am a straight chick from Oklahoma.

Michael said...

Thank you everyone for your words of encouragement. I'm feeling somewhat better and will post something soon.

Drub said...

Thank goodness...

I would hate it if you just dropped out of sight - permanently. I know it's hard to focus with all that is going on right now and I'm the last person to tell you, "Keep a stiff upper lip." If anything, keep your dick stiff and get Scooby to fuck the living hell out of your ass and with another guy. Hell, try double penetration... I know it works wonders for me when I'm letting the world get the best of me. *wink* Getting some dick or a hot sweet ass always picks up my spirits and clears my head.

I really enjoy your blog and it's in high rotation on my visits.